Happy New Years!....... Not!

So, the new year is very soon upon us.

I really do not get all the fuss that people make about New Year. It's just another day. I cannot be bothered for New Years Eve, not once in my life have I ever enjoyed the evening, and being a student I cannot possibly afford a night out on the town where the drinks are £5 each! Yes I am a New Years Scrooge.

But am I glad to see the end of 2009?

To be honest I don't really know. It has been a good year I suppose; starting University was a hell of a leap of independence for me. And meeting all the people there, making new friends, that's definitely a plus. But then again, to think of this time last year, when I had both my Nan's around, does make me very sad. What I'd give to have them back. Christmas was not the same this year. It makes me wonder what life is going to be like this time next year. Will I lose anyone else?

To conclude, I suppose I'm not looking forward to 2010. Sorry to put a downer on all things New Year, but I really don't want to turn 20 years old, and the sooner it turns 2010, the sooner I become 20. No more teen years for me. Gosh, getting old sucks.