I enjoy times like these..

The financial problems a Uni student faces

Oh clothes in shop, why tease me so?
If I had the money, I'd buy you, although..
Why stop there when I can have so much more?
But that'd be just greedy, and life would be a bore!

Or would it?

DUN DUN DURRRRRRRR


Don't you just love my inability to write poetry?

Why hello out there!

A little shout out to the people on my course who read this... I was very much disillusioned when I thought that no one would even encounter my blog page!

But thank you very much for taking your time to pour over my thoughts.. I'm very much privileged to be your task of procrastination whilst you should be writing your prompt books! =]

Love you all!

Cough, sneeze.

ILL advised. ILL albright. ILL at ease. ILL being. ILL boding. ILL bred. ILL conceived. ILL conditioned. ILL considered. ILL defined. ILL disguised. ILL disposed. ILL ease. ILL egal. ILL equipped. ILL fame. ILL fated. ILL favoured. ILL feeling. ILL fitted. ILL fitting. ILL ....


Do you get the picture?

Complications.

Everything's falling apart around me. When did life get so complicated?

I'm trying to be positive, trying to be there for everyone whose going through this crap, but there's only a certain amount I can hold on my shoulders before collapsing myself. I know you should be there for your friends, but at the end of the day, shouldn't you be your number 1 priority?

Not that I have anything to complain about, and I'm not complaining, I just don't know when to draw the line and finally say, that's enough.

You just have to get through one day at a time, I suppose, because you never know what that day will bring. I certainly didn't predict this, I don't think anyone did.

Gosh, life is a roller-coaster.. they say that it's a journey of self discovery, I don't know about you, but I'm certainly discovering more than just my self right now.

Who am I?

My confidence has had a serious knock during the last couple of days.
Am I a bad person?
I feel like I have to tiptoe around life now, in case I upset or hurt someone accidentally.

Wow, my insecurities have just increased.

Hmm.. I wonder.

Been back at University for one day and already thinking of different career choices.
Got a grade back for an essay I did before Christmas, which I worked really hard on, and my grade wasn't as good as I was hoping... Kind of dampened my spirits...
I want to know what I could have done to improve it.
A year out seems to have seriously affected my essay writing skills.

Maybe I should scrap this course and follow the footsteps of Belle de Jour... she seems to be doing well financially.